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I'm just trying to find my spirit tribe and people who are like me and can help me learn how to Use my gifts for good an to help others and I have always had to be taken care of everyone and everything all on My Own and I have no one I can trust depend on or talk to that's not going to turn it against me as soon as I leave but I'm learning how to Use my gifts and aloneness to better myself and help me grow an depend only on myself and spirit but it's the first time in my 44yrs that I finally am Free of having to take on everything for everyone and just be used up an threw away when they are done with me and I am not going to let stuff like that happen to or around Me anymore and I am not begging for them to come to party's holidays gathering and I am not going out of my way to be a rug for them to step on an I really have enjoyed finding my true self an what I want to grow into an I want to learn about everything I possibly can an put it to helping others that is going through Hell like I have had to do but even whenever my life was it's darkest and I had no light at all I always found the silver lining and find something to Laugh an make others smile even when they were crying because I have always said that I was a Rainbow Bright Sheep in a Black depressing negative family friends and now who I thought was my soulmate but he chose to change for the Bad terrible thoughtless selfish Side and I am guilty of doing things I regret an taken Abuse just to keep the peace and happiness for my children and it's not the right way to show them how to deal with your problems and I am trying to correct that Now and learn the right healthy Way to deal with things instead of letting it build up and exploding over something small because you don't deal with it when it happens and the right Positive way but I will always be Old school 3 strikes and your out and I am not nice that fourth time I believe in Ass whooping and face an commutation with the problem and solve it lolol I really do want to learn tarot cards and it all really has always been in an Apart of my life I just was recurred and shamed by most people but I had a few like my Aunt Diane she was a True Practicing Witch and she didn't care what anyone thought of her and she was Out loud and proud of her gifts and herself and she was not taught the good an light magic first because she was Used for offering for A Dark and Black magic Covent cause she was young gifted and a virgin at 13 she was offered up and Abused sexually from then on an was Made to believe that it was normal and love an she really loved the Magic an power's she could get an Use on others and to get whatever she wants or whoever she wants but she was a kid and she was having fun and enjoying everything without knowing that everything has a price that has to be paid for now she's in Spiritual Debit and before to long Spirit sends his collectors and she trys to settle up and she loses everything an almost everyone important to her but she changed her life and she wants to right her Wrongs and Only do good an Help others and she does for along time and she stays on path even after losing her first grandchild at 3months old an she keeps her value and only does good an light with her gifts and she started teaching me but she got ill an started forgetting everything an who she was it was heart break to watch she went back to a little girl who loved coloring and wanted her Mother