Hey..Amanda and I'm a pisces

Hey, my name is Whitny. I am 34 years old and I love nature and my alone time. I love meeting new people like me and I’m excited to be a part of this group

I enjoy trying New things and I have Alot to catch up on in two years whenever my Twins Graduation from High school I'm going to have my very on camper home on wheels and a good smallest truck to pull it an I want to spend the night in every state and capital an see all the wonder's and live like a Gypsies and Free Forever and I would love to have my Man fest and Wishes for a Large amount of cash to fall on top of me and my children and we wouldn't tell anyone an just be Gone and We don't ever want to come back to his home town Ever Again Cause We want an deserve so much better than is Here and I believe it's going to happen for US because I pray for it all 4 of my kids Pray for it and Spirit knows we all really need an deserve it and We will be grateful an Help others to an always remember an tell everyone about our miracle an blessings of Abundance and Prosperity from Spirit Source 🙏 for Never given up or into being put out for always being thankful for whatever We have an each other and believe it's going to get better and Brighter just keep going!!!

Hello My name is Terri Michelle Turnmire I go by Michelle or Sweet Shell lol I am New to all of this I'm 44 mother of 4 great Young Adults now and I was with the same man for 30yr he was my first everything he grew up in our family my lovely witchy aunt and his mother was best friends and hell on wheel but a blast to be around but I felt like he was my white night saved me from my wicked hateful hurtful Mother and I finally got to live My own life not someone else and I was in control and I done what I wanted to an I didn't cook an fix his plate or wash his clothes I taught him how to do it his self and he understood an didn't care at all but his mom ragged me about every chance she'd get but I didn't care about what anyone thought felt about me an our life and I done it my way and enjoyed it for many years until His family started selling drugs and they started doing own sluppy and they got out there and I seen what was happening so I stopped and they were mad and ganging up on me and before I knew it we was separated an I was having to stay with a uncle I didn't like an they were still riding the big black train an I was enemy number one and they all teamed up and jacked up an called my work so much and so often I got fired and I had done got my own place and I was moving forward by myself but it's all fell apart when I lost my 2yr job and nobody else in town would hire me because of all the Lie's gossip they spread an she had him divorce me and make me give everything she gave us when we got married pots pans dolls everything even both car's I bought an paid for but they were in his name cause I was to young so I lost everything an my Bio Dad And his wife came an got me an took me home with them and helped me get clean and healthy and back on track again and working an here he comes to talk about Court an he melts like a marshmallow and begged me to just give him another chance to show that he will choose me above all others even momma and I make him prove it for a Year and standing up for me to his Mother and her so mad she's throwing stuff at us lolol and it was me an him against the world and it was great for along time until Momma got back on stuff and she wasn't healthy at all an she gave up and she passed away and the day we burying her we found out that I was 2months pregnant with our first son because my period was late and we were so busy rebuilding our life home everything again I hadn't noticed an she was being mad and mean to everyone because I was back in the family and she's was jealous of Me and she done any an everything she could to start trouble or Drama and I didn't let it bother me at all I would still be nice and sweet and thoughtful of her but she done something to much and she threw herself into massive Heart attack and she was on life support and in a coma until she had no brain activity and the machine was breathing for her she was already gone and his older brother an sister by like 8 an 10 years older now made him the baby sign paperwork to cut everything Off on Her and I know he resents me because it was me being apart of his life again that they were not close anymore and why she was being Ugly and mean to everyone even at Christmas time and she did it on purpose I believe we'll everyone believed it because his sister was messed up after everything and popped off and said it an I didn't take it good but he's buried them All an I have been right by his side even when we wasn't together and I couldn't stand him I was there and I was Lovin 'Caring Loyal and I will always be a good Hearted Soul because all my life everyone has tried to put out my light an smile but I will never let them well as y'all can clearly see I haven't had anyone to talk to an get everything out of me and I hope I'm not to much for this group but I need to find My people who gets me and there for me like I will be for them and so here I am first time first group I've been watching studying and learning about tarot reading an all the other things you can learn to read and I am Happier and My True Honest Self and I want to learn how to grow bigger Brighter and happier and I need to learn All ways to protect myself and kids and Energy and space and how to block an cut off anything or anyone sending Bad to Us I know the basics salt sage cleaning home and self in baths and blessings jewelry and crystal and daily prayer and manifest what you want but I haven't really been able to buy everything I need for Alot of spells and enchantments this stuff is high dollar but I'm working on being able to work from home while waiting for my SSi and after I get my follow going I'll be able to finance my classes and retreats for learning everything I need to know so I am really excited to be able to find people like me I have always felt odd and alone and I am not a follower or fit in with the crowd at all I never have been an I don't ever want to so I am a Sagittarius and I have always loved an been drawn to magic , spiritual, different, and odd things that I am drawn to an I really Used to talk straight to Spirit before I became sexual active that was all I had an Spirit always talked back to me and let me know if something was going to happen before it did in my dreams or vision and I could ask a question an by morning I had my answers and I was always the one everyone came to poor out there soul to an ask for advice and I knew what to tell them but I never had anyone there for me and I always get stabbed in the back betrayed I have never had anyone in my life that hasn't done those things to me before the end an I really want to find people who are like me and loyal and honest and straight forward and I have almost given up on ever finding a family tribe where I belonged an don't have to keep my garud up waiting for that person to Stab me when I have my defense down there that is me and I love Purple Unicorn and rainbows and I enjoy planting things and mixing positions well perfumes Lolol I am painting by numbers right now lolol an